i'm fighting

i'm fighting
for a light
i can only feel
an illuminating presence
i will never see
i'm fighting

in blue

encircled in a mesmerizing protective case--it is colored blue--i can see out you can't see in--you see the blue and i see the world in a hazy discoloration--i am encircled in blue--i am rolling in blue--i am yours in blue--i am alone in blue--i am forever in blue--in this darkness will i disappear?

did you change

did you change
the sun
and the clouds
and the music
and the hours
and the message
and the understanding
and the strength
and the tears
and the emptiness
and the ownership
and the purpose
and the love
they are different
did you change

love touch

love elusive
touch exclusive
love exclusive
touch intrusive
love intrusive
touch abusive
love abusive

you now

you the ones that move away
you the distanced lovers
you the most of all
you the world

i now

i the remnant of a once fiery heart
i the ember on pavement in the rain
i the least of all
i the lonely